Seperate from otheres.
Suffering from a broken heart.
I have friends.
They care for me.
But their to busy with their lives.
Am I selfish?
I stand in the highwall not caring.
I watch my life pass by in blurrs.
Turning my head just looking around.
My heart bleeds.
I feel so alone.
I watch people hug and kiss.
I try to get noticed.
I Scream at the top of my lungs.
No one notices.
I curl up in fetal position in the middle of the floor.
I pull my hair gently to see if I'm still alive.
I claw at my skin to bleed more.
My life keeps on going.
But I dont.
I walk like on autopilot.